Faith renewed

This whole tragic death of my sister has really rocked me faith wise and I am trying to get back on track as a believer. It is not like I have not dealt with tragedy but the other deaths I have dealt with were when I was younger and somehow I guess I handled them better or maybe just didn't really handle them at all I just got really good at blocking my emotions...anyway I want to remember the things that happen that are faith rebuilding for me however small. So here goes, On Sunday we had one of those lessons in church where I felt like it was just for me. It was titled Grief and Recovery and every thing they said was so helpful and exactly what I needed to hear. It felt even more faith renewing because I almost didn't go to church because of a sick Sissy and Shane basically pushed me out the door saying I needed to go! He was right as usual and I am really glad I went it made me feel like God is aware of me and that maybe I do matter to Him.